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Unanswered Prayer ©2007 starcana.com 03/2007 Where have I been? Hmmmm... Mostly around. I've been involved. I haven't spent any time adding to this part of the journal. Personally and professionally, many things have been going on and things are finally getting organized, and putting things into order. Ha! Now THAT is a strange sentence coming from the lips of a Sagittarius - isn't 't it? Organized and Order. lol. Well, I actually got off track in December '06 when I began writing the "Elemental Goddesses". I became really involved when putting everything that I have in my head - onto paper - and then onto the website. I had put a lot of time into it, and lost track of time and everything else (thanks to old Mr. Pluto relaxing in my 3rd house of communications). And thank you to everyone for the emails and compliments that you sent on my goddess articles - as I sincerely appreciate it.) Incase you hadn't noticed, I have also answered some more of your questions - so be sure to click on the proper link to read them. One thing during my "missing in action" days with keeping up with the journaling here on the site, is that I've actually had time to think lately, and realized that I've successfully made it through my 10 cycle. 10's are the completion of a journey, where an individual is closing many doors with issues, attitudes, people, experiences, and so forth. Things that seemed to be so important, for such a long time, just aren't anymore. It's like you can forgive after a long time - but you don't have to forget what brought you here at this very moment. 10's are about transformation, where you shed skin, like a snake, and everything is released. You become enlightened by the weight that has been lifted off your soul. So many areas of my life have come to an end.... and at the same time, so many new opportunities arrived on my doorstep. It's been quite a spiritual rollercoaster - but I am truly welcoming a chance to get off the ride - to sit back and relax. Another cool thing about all of this is that while Pluto (also known as the transformation king) has been sitting in Sagittarius for almost 10 years - and he's going to be relocating, and moving next door with my neighbor Capricorn on January 2008 - so I will be looking to celebrate good and hard New Year's eve! I've been looking forward to this for a long, long time as the Dark Lord's visit had jabbed many holes in many areas of my life, bursting many bubbles, and then he thought it was best to have ME clean up the mess he created! It has been tough and incredibly frustrating - but that's how Mr. Pluto works. The best way to overcome his restrictions and his reality is to look within yourself, and when you look REAL deep - you understand his demand for power and the reality of his weaknesses. But in the long run, he helped me on my difficult journey to become stronger and wiser, and for that I do thank him. (Thank the Gods that I am a ever changing Sagittarius though, so even when I experienced limitations and doors of steel - that I was able to ponder, imagine, and use my higher mind (Sagittarius) to get through the darkest periods of my life. And as you walk from this dark cave.... there IS light at the end of the tunnel - and you are welcomed again by it's warmth and light, along with opportunities and people that have been on hold - until you found your way back home again. Yep, Mr Pluto has about 9 months left before he leaves and waves buh-bye.. and in a weird way - I'm gonna miss him, although he will always be a part of my life. He's seen me at my worst, and he refused to make an exit until I fully understood who he really is, and what he was capable of. So with the aid of the powerful eclipse in Pisces this weekend, I will close with my thoughts on Pluto's involvement and how he gave me the ultimate gift that I would have never received, unless he came in and touched my life. This is alot like like the lyrics from Garth Brook's "Unanswered Prayer" and a phrase from the song goes like this... "Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers - Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs, That just because he doesn't answer, doesn't mean he don't care... Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers."
© 1991 Robin Wood. Used with Permission.
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